Lost and Confused

I stare at these empty walls,
Lost and confused inside myself
Wondering why I turn away
Wondering why I have these thoughts

I stare at these empty walls
Swatting away the helping hand
"Dont waste your time on me." I say
"You dont belong here anyway."

I stare at these empty walls
My logic and reasoning telling me the error of my ways.
"Dont turn away, others are willing to help you with your troubled mind."
I shake my head in disbelief.
Who would want to help me anyway?
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I suck at poetry...Although I dont mind if you tell me that but just so you know....Just trying to express my feelings without writing a short story this time.