Soul Searching

Sometimes i go soul searching
Digging way down deep
Trying to find something to feel
Trying to find an ounce of emotion

But honestly,
I can't anymore
I can't feel the pain
The happiness
The sorrow
I have grown immune

There are times when I wish I could feel
I wish I could feel what everyone around me feels
I would love to sit in my room and cry
Cry rivers or ponds or oceans of hurt

But I can't

Sometimes I go soul searching
Looking for myself
Looking for emotion

But I can't