You Wouldn't Help

You glance at my wrists,
I know that you know,
You won't say anything,
And you just let it go.

I wish you'd help,
Instead of just sitting there,
Watching me lose control,
I wish you'd care.

What if I can't stand it?
What if I go too far?
Will you do anything,
Or just stay where you are?

I hate you for this,
You just won't understand,
Do you want me to go through with it?
With what I've got planned?

Yes I've planned it,
Right down to the date.
And I'm not going to miss it,
I'm not going to be late.

Because you wouldn't help,
That's why,
You just sat there,
Watching me cry.

I'm telling you all this,
But you're just looking away,
Like you don't care at all,
You've got nothing to say.

Well I'm fed up with it,
And I'm going ahead,
I won't be here when you need me,
I'll be dead.

Just remember me,
When I told you I was going to go,
When I asked you for help,
And you simply said "no".