Despair

And honestly you never gave a damn
And I suppose I deserve it
for being so stupid
And thinking you cared
You just used me
To make her jealous
You told me lies
You said you thought you were falling in love
When you were already in love
With her
I don't know how she can be with you
Knowing you used someone
Maybe its because she's using you
I hope she is
So you can fill this
pain
despair
panic
and hurt
that I feel right now