birthday message

i wonder if you remember what today is, ok, what today would've been. yeah it's my birthday, i know that, but i wonder if you remember you were going to propose to me tonight and we'd live happily ever after. yeah.....because that really happened.

it would've happened if we didn't break up. just over a month ago my fairytale ended, all because you said "we rushed into things and we're better off as friends".

i wonder if you've cried yourself to to sleep every night like i have been. i wonder if you've felt so alone and just want to disappear all the time like i do.

i'll be honest, i'm falling apart without you. every day is becoming less and less bearable. i miss you, the old you, the one i fell in love with and the one i could talk to anything to.

please come back. i can't take it anymore. please? i love you.