Dew Laced Tears
You log online,
You say hello,
And within a few minutes,
You have to go!
Dead conversations,
Empty words,
Leading me through pain,
It hurts!
When we first met,
Upon that day,
Love went I how I wanted,
For once it went my Way!
Roses and kisses,
Words filled with love,
Tears of laughter,
And much more of the above!
Staying up late,
Just to be together,
I loved that feeling,
I could have stayed that way forever!
Months later,
Those kisses faded,
Just mere ‘Hello’s’
To pass for a love so jaded!
You fell ill,
Almost died,
From a country far away,
I cried.
There was nothing I could do,
But wait for no tomorrow,
Drowning in Tears,
Blood from so much sorrow.
The day you returned,
Back as yourself,
Sorrow subsided,
Placed upon a shelf.
The spark returned,
Love reunited,
Never in my life,
Had I been so delighted.
But who was I to think,
That moment would stay,
The hopes I had,
Washed away.
Morbid as before,
Words once again lost,
The moment I dreaded,
The part I feared the most.
My once sweet words,
Now scorned,
Making you hurt,
Like paper to fire…Burnt.
You asked me to think,
Did I really love you still?
Of course I did,
But the love turned me so ill.
Tired and worn out,
I waited for you,
Only to hear far worse news,
Turning my heart blue.
When you told me I stopped,
My whole world paused,
All due too few words,
Immortal pain caused.
Now we speak,
But you slur,
The whole is spinning for you,
Simply a mere blur.
Yes you hurt,
And suffer painful days,
But this is not the way out,
There are better ways.
You tell me you love me,
But those words seem so used,
Like your body,
Substances far gone abused.
With empty promises,
Again you leave me,
To wonder when you will be back,
When you will come to hear me.
This is just a dead letter,
To which you will never read,
To wonder,
Or to ever take heed.
You will never know,
Or ever find out,
Why I cry,
What this is all about.
You will not see,
Or ever hear,
The eternal pain,
Laced in every tear.
And Finally,
Wind will pass the whispered words,
That only I know,
Only I heard.
The question forever stained in my mind.
Why do I cry when you love me?
You say hello,
And within a few minutes,
You have to go!
Dead conversations,
Empty words,
Leading me through pain,
It hurts!
When we first met,
Upon that day,
Love went I how I wanted,
For once it went my Way!
Roses and kisses,
Words filled with love,
Tears of laughter,
And much more of the above!
Staying up late,
Just to be together,
I loved that feeling,
I could have stayed that way forever!
Months later,
Those kisses faded,
Just mere ‘Hello’s’
To pass for a love so jaded!
You fell ill,
Almost died,
From a country far away,
I cried.
There was nothing I could do,
But wait for no tomorrow,
Drowning in Tears,
Blood from so much sorrow.
The day you returned,
Back as yourself,
Sorrow subsided,
Placed upon a shelf.
The spark returned,
Love reunited,
Never in my life,
Had I been so delighted.
But who was I to think,
That moment would stay,
The hopes I had,
Washed away.
Morbid as before,
Words once again lost,
The moment I dreaded,
The part I feared the most.
My once sweet words,
Now scorned,
Making you hurt,
Like paper to fire…Burnt.
You asked me to think,
Did I really love you still?
Of course I did,
But the love turned me so ill.
Tired and worn out,
I waited for you,
Only to hear far worse news,
Turning my heart blue.
When you told me I stopped,
My whole world paused,
All due too few words,
Immortal pain caused.
Now we speak,
But you slur,
The whole is spinning for you,
Simply a mere blur.
Yes you hurt,
And suffer painful days,
But this is not the way out,
There are better ways.
You tell me you love me,
But those words seem so used,
Like your body,
Substances far gone abused.
With empty promises,
Again you leave me,
To wonder when you will be back,
When you will come to hear me.
This is just a dead letter,
To which you will never read,
To wonder,
Or to ever take heed.
You will never know,
Or ever find out,
Why I cry,
What this is all about.
You will not see,
Or ever hear,
The eternal pain,
Laced in every tear.
And Finally,
Wind will pass the whispered words,
That only I know,
Only I heard.
The question forever stained in my mind.
Why do I cry when you love me?