Nightmare

I peer through my windowns
to a world outside
I can out my windows
but they cant see inside

*NIghtsmares living in my mind
you promised it'll cease in time
but still these horrors replay
these nightmares wont go away*

(she falls asleep crying
then wakes to a new day
hoping it will get better
only for it to be the same)

my mind and heart in violent war
battling each other
confussion consuming my brain
control being smuthered

*....*
(....)

Would you stay
or would you go
when you figure it out
please let me know
would you stay
I know you wont
when you figure it out
dont hesitate to go

(....)

and like so many before
who've all seen my pain
you'll feel pitty for me
but still walk away