Committed ***

Why do you love me anyway?
You're hurting me bad, you know.
I understand, you feel the pain too.
But it's your pain that hurts me so.

It's like driving a knife into your chest;
You're in agony, and so am I.
I didn't mean to wield that dagger,
And knowing I did just makes me cry.

It's really painful for me, right now;
It truly is breaking my small, fragile heart.
I get it; and I know yours is breaking too;
But you're not the one who tore it apart.

I love you, you know I love you;
It's just not the type of love that you want.
And I've been thinking about it, really hard.
But I can't love you that way; I just won't.

My heart has already been taken.
So, no matter how hard that you try;
I will never be yours; I'm so, so sorry.
But you'd be better off just saying goodbye.

You can do whatever you want with your life.
Just please, please, don't involve me.
The pain you're causing me is already too much;
So just leave, just go, just let me be.