One-way (don't save me)

alone in the world
better off this way
then being loved and forgotten
or being replaced
i'm tired of this game
silly chase in my mind
it leaves bruises on the heart
and scars on the mind
he listens, he's there
but it's just not right
doesn't love her either
i didn't intent to kill it
you're who i run to when i want to be saved
it's not meaningless, it's there
but it's only one-way
i feel you're different
you feel it too
but it's still not enough
for you to love me too
you ask if it's real
but is anything really
i don't want forever
right now is just fine
but that doesn't work
for your long-term mind
in your future i've got no part
left behind, always forgot
you think i'm happy
but really that's wrong
are you to blame
why is it you ive sought
if wishes were horses
we'd all have a ride
yet i'd still be wishing for passage
to the other side