Let me go. Please

Keep on trying.
That's what they all say,
yet do they see what i see?
Failure.
It's the word that haunts me.
Like a monkey on your back, or
an imperfection that you see amplified.
It is always there.
It just depends on how well you hide it.
Keep on trying.
Trying, Failing.
Trying, Failing.
Keep on trying.
I am.