I don't wanna be in this world

I don't wanna be in this world
I wish he knew that i like him....Wait no i don't like him i love him
I guess i will keep my mouth shut like all ways and pretend that I'm all ways happy..
i don't wanna be in this world..
I'm trying to smile at least a fake one but is not working my eye are not sparkling like all ways do it seen really dark and sad.
Those lip that i touch were soft i wanna stay in those lips forever they were so warm and soft
I find out that you love someone else and we are just friends but i wanna be more then just friends i would give you my heart.....Why i`m i crying? I'm suppose to be strong i dint want you to find out that i love you with all my heart and i will give you my heart for you.