Yes
My God loves me.
That is the truth. as raw as can be.
You ask to see my emotions what I feel inside.
what if I told you I was numb and that my eyes are blind.
blind to the heartache and problems in the past,
too hurt to feel the effects that were suppose to last.
I hit a wall today. where my anger fled away.
instead a barrier built itself. all in less than a day.
reading over past lies and hurt made my heart flatline.
now it just sits at the bottom of the ocean. frozen in time.
It is hard to explain. this feeling that I have.
It is like I am freeing myself. from the negative I had.
Iam running away from all the anger...
but now I am numb....I dont knwo which emotion screams "more danger"
I am open to the future. I know God has me in His hands.
confused about which path I should take. I know he will lead me across the lands.
He will tuck my battered heart into his sleeve...
then present me with a new one...the charge...free.
He will fill my breath with His own
and carry my tired and weary feet home.
He will tell me only truth, and show me life
The love He gives me..surpasses any man and his wife.
It is like the depth vibrates against Eternity.
choking out he devil...making it hard for him to steal me.
He fights my battles..even when I turn on Him.
He is most loyal..even when I bury myself in sin.
I walk where I am not meant to be...
somethimes to blind to see.
I pray that God takes me and makes me His.
forever a leader to be done with life's shit.
I pray He makes me new.
and show me who I am..through and through.
Mend my heart and fix my emotions.
take away the thoughts, give me devotion.
I am your grapevine here for your teaching.
let me grow and fourish.
You ask to know what is on my mind..
this long poem is just the top...of the memories collected throughout time.
I am as numb as the bird with the broken wings.
I wait for God...and for the day I will sing
of all my heart and sorrow.
singing of the dream of my better tomorrow.
I know I know...I fly. I run into darkness
but God sees me...and knows my best.
That is the truth. as raw as can be.
You ask to see my emotions what I feel inside.
what if I told you I was numb and that my eyes are blind.
blind to the heartache and problems in the past,
too hurt to feel the effects that were suppose to last.
I hit a wall today. where my anger fled away.
instead a barrier built itself. all in less than a day.
reading over past lies and hurt made my heart flatline.
now it just sits at the bottom of the ocean. frozen in time.
It is hard to explain. this feeling that I have.
It is like I am freeing myself. from the negative I had.
Iam running away from all the anger...
but now I am numb....I dont knwo which emotion screams "more danger"
I am open to the future. I know God has me in His hands.
confused about which path I should take. I know he will lead me across the lands.
He will tuck my battered heart into his sleeve...
then present me with a new one...the charge...free.
He will fill my breath with His own
and carry my tired and weary feet home.
He will tell me only truth, and show me life
The love He gives me..surpasses any man and his wife.
It is like the depth vibrates against Eternity.
choking out he devil...making it hard for him to steal me.
He fights my battles..even when I turn on Him.
He is most loyal..even when I bury myself in sin.
I walk where I am not meant to be...
somethimes to blind to see.
I pray that God takes me and makes me His.
forever a leader to be done with life's shit.
I pray He makes me new.
and show me who I am..through and through.
Mend my heart and fix my emotions.
take away the thoughts, give me devotion.
I am your grapevine here for your teaching.
let me grow and fourish.
You ask to know what is on my mind..
this long poem is just the top...of the memories collected throughout time.
I am as numb as the bird with the broken wings.
I wait for God...and for the day I will sing
of all my heart and sorrow.
singing of the dream of my better tomorrow.
I know I know...I fly. I run into darkness
but God sees me...and knows my best.