Smile Love, I've Found A Solution

I think today will be the same as the rest,
and i'm smiling because i'm scared.
Windows like i'm so caged in,
but i have come prepared.
My freedom is these words on paper,
a way to spill what can't be said.
Solutions to what's caving in,
to write a book that won't be read.
The snapshot, folded photograph,
still life of life itself.
Sketching out an empty place,
to fail at ever getting help.
Words and thoughts and feelings
out loud it's not to say.
Stuffed inside the smallest mind,
to stay or not to stay.
To get it out is peace of mind,
down on paper, nothing compared.
Today will always be just like the rest,
and i'm smiling because i'm scared.