Bad Mistakes

I smoked pot with you your first time
It wasn't much, about a dime
That's alot to do
When your brand new
You were baked
You stayed awake
I was mad
Or maby a little sad
I had to watch you
Make sure you got through
I was kind of nervous
You are like my big sis
I felt really bad then
It kind of made the room spin
I wasn't worried
About the consequences I would receive
But I was scared
What if it were layered?
I could have lost a friend
That might have been my end.