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Some days I think I miss you, more and more.
Looking out to the star from the misty sky.
I wonder if you're watching them too.
I miss your smell lingering on every string of your faded shirt.
The way I tripped and fumbled on every word that you spoke.
I was to naive to see through your pathetic lies and masquerades
how could I be so blind by your disguise?
I thought there was something more behind those baby blue eyes,
that I meant more then just one "Hello".
I shouldn't be looking at these hazy skies writing down some lullaby
just to get my by
I just can't get past those eyes, that smile.
You put all these thoughts I have through hell and back
I wished you could see that you were more then one hello,
I wanted you to be my last goodbye.
But the disguise has faded to that blackness
like every other thought I've had of us.
You can have them back, that hello,
that shitty star you said was going to be ours.
Your sent surrounding me as you embrace .
You wore my heart on your sleeve and you tore it apart for
everyone to see.