Recovery

I need a hit to fly away
Find a place far today
I need it coursing through my veins
Making me jerk with spasms of pleasure
Thrashing my head about
Screaming out in pain when it stops
When the safety of your arms leaves me
You take my heart with you
You blinded me with lust I thought was love
You dangled the drug in front of my face
Making me wild and distraught
But no more
I push you away from my thoughts
Away from my person
I stand up and walk out, leaving you to cry
Leaving you to feel the pain
To be swallowed by a blackness created by your heart.