i lost myself along the way

years ago i was a girl
shy smart and on
guard didnt care about what people think and always said who cares,there the victim here i was in the shining light and of course i always knew
then today i wake up and look in the mirror and dont recognize myself now im evil know im just mean and say to myself this is not who i wannabe im a leader not a cheater so come out and shine were your suppose to be look up and smile and stand up for yourself and be who your suppose to be