Where are you

What have I done
I didn’t mean
For it to end
Like this

I’m so sorry
I was upset
The pain was just to much
I told you I couldn’t handle it anymore

Now I sit here
Wondering where you are
I know what you said that if you lost me you might die
Are you dead? I’m so sorry

I wait for the news
Hoping its good
That your just out venting
But in my heart
I fear the worse

I only wanted time alone
To find a way to control my pain
You wouldn’t let me have it
And so I reacted in fear and anger and pain

Now I sit here
Wondering where you are
I know what you said that if you lost me you might die
Are you dead? I’m so sorry

Please don’t do it
I want the phone call your ok
I don’t want to know that
They found your body in the river

Why did you take your own?
Just because I told you to leave me alone?
If you felt this strongly for me
Why did you ever leave me?

Now I sit here
Wondering where you are
I know what you said that if you lost me you might die
Are you dead? I’m so sorry

I’m sorry
I’m so sorry
Please don’t die
I’m waiting for the call

Any call at this point…just so I know if I’ll see you in heaven….or here on earth once more