Just Me

Well, I tried.
And failed.
Reasons are endless.
On why I never wanted to try.
I'm afraid to be wrong.
I'm fat.
I'm too tall.
I'm stupid.
I mess things up.
I want things that can never be.
I can't do anything right.
I love you.
I hate him.
I love him.
But I hate her.
Nothing's what it seems.
But in the end,
I'm still just me.