Hear Me...

It seems so hazy….

I feel like I’m floating…

This feels like a dream…

Everything seems so unreal….

I’m having trouble with my grasp on things….

I can’t tell you…

My lips are sewn in a perfect smile…

Every stitch with love and terror…..

These strings seem tighter with every move….

It seems I’m clinging with every breath…

I’m there….yet…I’m not…

Everything seems so long ago…

Time just seems so short…

Everything is lost and gone…

When it all seems great its at its worst…

Can’t you see?

It’s all dissolving…

Where are the pieces?

The drops from my eyes float off into the distance….

My skin is ashen…

My eyes are bleak….

My body is worn….

Can this be so soon?

I’m not ready…

Don’t crumble…

Don’t waste….

Don’t give up….

What a waste of breath…

Of talent…

Of space…

I hear laughs chiming in my ears….

This is what I feel it seems….