Dustin

Can you see me?

I’m trying hard to be happy again.

But it’s harder than I thought.

I always thought dealing with death would be easy.

Obviously it wasn’t the first time I turned out to be wrong.

Your guitar sits in your room untouched.

I don’t think anyone has the strength enough to touch it, in fear that if they do you'll be forgotten..

Did you see how many people showed up at your funeral?

So many people that some had to stand outside.

I will never be able to listen to the songs that were played without shedding a tear for you.

When your song played I tried not to cry.

You know I hate to cry, especially in front of people.

But I couldn’t hold the tears back.

If you were still here, you would tell me not to cry and that everything would be alright.

You would want me to be me again.

You would want me to crack jokes and be completely random again.

You would want everyone to be happy again,

But without you Dustin,

It’s not the same.