How Could I

How could I trust,
when I have been hurt so many times.
When someone I love lies to me,
and the thought hurts my mind.

How could I love,
when no one could care.
How could I feel my emotions,
when my life I could't share.

How could I see,
when inside I'm really blind.
The beautiful skys and the oceans,
are stole from me like a crime.

How could I feel,
when the emotions are all gone.
How could I live,
if my days wasn't long.

How could I breathe,
when it feels like I'm being smothered.
As if I really can,
ever love another.

How could I hurt,
when Im numb from the pain.
How could I be okay,
when really I'm insane.

How could I try,
when I already gave up.
How could I experience,
when for me there is no love.

How could I fall,
when I can't even trip.
How could I be happy,
if I can't even live.