Thursday, March 17, 2011

today, I'm back to nothingness
you can't tell by looking at me
you can't tell by talking to me
it's just how it is
I feel empty on the inside
completely drained of emotion
this is life, right?
well, fuck it.
I can't handle it.
I hate it here
and that makes me sound
almost ...ignorant
or even naive, maybe.
as I light the screen
and you appear
I feel like I miss you
I feel like, I don't even know
I don't know what to feel
I don't know if I should just-
force myself to move forward
I don't feel right, me being here-
you being there
but its something we can't control
so, I don't know what to do.
so, for now, I say goodbye-
friends.