What Ever Happened to Wonderland?

It's like falling down a hole,
no bottom to be found--
All you can do is expect to feel the impact of the ground.

Fighting the air,
can't get a grasp...
No, not on reality, and not on your past.

Like a disease you can't fight,
a battle you can't win.
An invisible monster keeps pulling you in.

You can kick, you can scream,
you won't ever heal.
The monster will disown you, until you can't feel.

It consumes your persona,
seals your own fate.
Sign your name on the line, along with the date.

Say goodbye to your reason, your happiness, your life.
Get lost in the emptiness, along with the strife.

Wish away the feeling;
Put on the face of a strong little girl,
while you get lost in the strangeness of the world.
They see you as her,
but her is not who you shall be;
the monster makes sure of that.
If only they would see...

The feeling engulfs you,
dark cloak and all--
His skeleton hand reaching for you as you fall.
Sign your name on the line, dot it and date;
say goodbye to your life, your would-be fate.

Welcome the lie,
say adieu to the truth,
as this cold, dark feeling steals your youth.

You'll wish you were dead,
you'll wish you were gone.
Say goodbye as you're engulfed in one last dawn.