Dead.

I Put the gun to my head.
Pull the trigger and make me dead.
No more life, no more pain,
no more horrors to sustain.
The end will come quick.
Without fear I hear the click.
BAM! My darkness is filled with light.
I fall to the ground, and begin to lose sight.
I see the blood, it's running very fast.
Bittersweet relief has finally come at last.