Multitude

Spin me around until I reach the sky.

I can feel you around me and I don't know why
because I'm floating all heavy and I'm squirming inside
I can feel you around me but I
am not designed
to fight...

Fill me up and watch me sinking
just turn around and steal my breathing
heart that lies, beat my eyes
until they close
and show me what nobody knows.

Are you here inside me?
Can you recognize these
veins as they bleed?
Do you see with me?

Inadequate
Unoriented
Can you tell me who I really am?