Final Goodbye
To you, my brother
or rather;
my secret lover.
I’m writing this.
Pain.
Pain has wrapped its tight little arms around me.
Pain has brought me to this decision
I am done
Sick and tired.
I feel like no one cares
Lover, Lover
You treated me well.
I hate to leave you,
But;
I cannot dwell
I hold the gun;
it’s loaded
I’m shaking;
tilting it up.
It’s time to go;
I cannot stay
This pain is too much
You know me well;
this life isn’t fair.
As I pull the trigger;
looking up;
You’re there.
You’re telling me not to go.
It’s too late;
I love you.
My brother
My secret lover.
My lips are trembling
My hands;
shaking.
This is;
my final goodbye.
or rather;
my secret lover.
I’m writing this.
Pain.
Pain has wrapped its tight little arms around me.
Pain has brought me to this decision
I am done
Sick and tired.
I feel like no one cares
Lover, Lover
You treated me well.
I hate to leave you,
But;
I cannot dwell
I hold the gun;
it’s loaded
I’m shaking;
tilting it up.
It’s time to go;
I cannot stay
This pain is too much
You know me well;
this life isn’t fair.
As I pull the trigger;
looking up;
You’re there.
You’re telling me not to go.
It’s too late;
I love you.
My brother
My secret lover.
My lips are trembling
My hands;
shaking.
This is;
my final goodbye.