Missing you, dear

You're gone
left
with out a trace
except for bad memories
I wish to erase
You were kind, sweet, charming, and nice
But something happened
you changed and everything was ruined
And now I'm here
missing you
trying not to shed a tear
you could have stopped it
stopped it all
I would have had no fear
except the one of losing you
and our love which is no longer near
And here I am
all alone
I don't know what went wrong
You said you loved me
needed me
in your life, darling dear
But now I see the lies
the ones hidden in your words
the ones i dispise
every charming thing you said
Made me think you were so sweet
But people make mistake
you can see my big one here
so good-bye, enjoy life
I understand you dont want me near
but one last note to say
before I'm on my way
I'll still be missing you dear
each and everyday.