my scars

i hide these scars of shame under fabric
hide them so no one will see how weak i am
to hide how unstable i am
to hide how angry i am
to hide how sad i am
to hide how insane i really am.
i cant wear shorts or tanks tops in the summer
because they might see them,
my scars.
all over my legs and arms
i always have to hide
all the time,
i cant take it any more
i cant take living like this anymore.
but is there any other way to live?
not that i know of
how can people stand this?
how can they take this pain that fills me inside out?
i want out..