The Lost One

Cimorene.
That one who gave me
Shivers...
You kept me from falling. Falling into the dark
Again.
You made me feel like a
Girl.
How one should feel.
It was all fake.
Did you have fun playing with my heart? My feelings?
You're gone now.
Erased from existence.
Like you were never even here.
The Lost One.
My Lost One.
Mad, angry, every emotion possible...
I still love you...
You made me fall so hard,
you and your little game....
Why did I love you?
Why must it be so hard to get over you?
Those little things,
a ring, a letter,
everything reminds me of you.
just you.
And you weren't even
Real.
you left so fast.
almost gave me no time to
react.
i'd like to talk to you
just once more
one time
want to hear how you sound
what you feel
would you come back to me?
i'll look for you
one day,
i just want to see you again.