Just Another Sunday

It's just another Sunday
I spoke to her again last night
She wanted to know if I missed her
I said I did and asked her if she felt it too
but she stayed silent
so I just left to watch the rain

I'm alright now however
haven't cried for a few days now
Kept seeing my life fall apart
now it's stable enough to make amends
tried to call her but she didn't pick up
and that night I couldn't sleep

I smoked my last cigarettes as she walked on by
I was a stranger to her before
now I am no one
I thought of how I would end it all
but I'm just too cynical to let go
I feel no energy to lash
like she would ever notice
So I'll keep on living this lie
until you drift out of my life
until you drift out of my life again