I Give Up

Poison, pills and razor blades
I’d take ‘em all tonight
I’m losing the battle with my mind
And I’ll go down without a fight

I just can’t quite explain it
As I slowly waste away
I scream for help and no one hears
But I’ll be gone someday

It’d be so fucking simple
I could be dead within the hour
Not a soul could stop me
Or take away my power

I make you empty promises
I say I’ll live, I’ll become strong
You are why my heart’s still beating
But I can’t survive for long

Your words simply evaporate
I’m locked behind my wall.
Oh, you’re better off without me
So why won’t you let me fall?