every time.

i turned the page to start a fresh
take deep breaths and begin the first steps
a different path i've thought to take
before i make my last mistake

dark alleys, wispy trees
whisper to me as i breath no ease
the view ahead so hard to see
crying, a waste of energy

it seems every time i start over new
the darkness follows me, is it the same with you?
can't bare to think about the consequences
every time i take a step.

seeing a glimmer in the distance
oh it's just a blade, what a coinsidence
life urging me, i fight to resist
every positive move i make, comes with a sadistic twist

this awful mist has ceased to clear
my once confident nature overtaken by fear
every muscle giving up, definition of a mess
i look up, in agony and begin to confess...

"i'm sorry for whatever i've done
but you have to end this pain!"
i looked down at my chest, blood gushing out
as my heart begins to drain

for all the sacrifice i made for others,
it's time the favour was repaid
i lie back, feeling myself fall peacefully to sleep
as no longer will i have to weep.

to be continued...