No Goodbye

It's harder than you know.

Looking at you,
wishing I could hold you
wishing I could hug you.

Wishing there was something I could do.

Dreaming of you and me at the lake together,
laughing and having fun.

Looking at you laying there,
so cold and so lifeless,
only made me think that this is a cruel nightmare.

You always looked so happy,
you were full of life.

Anytime I needed to talk to you,
you were always there.

I will never let go,
because I don't ever want to.

I will hold onto your life,
and always remember the fun we had.

I just wish,
that you would have waited one moment.

I could've spent time with you,
and talked to you and tried to help you.

You were always there telling me not to give up,
just push through.

That one day we were supposed to go swimming together,
will always be something I look foreword to.

I just wish that I could have one more day with you,
and have it last forever.

My best friend and like my brother,
I'm going to miss you but I will always love you.

I will never say goodbye,
because this would be harder than you know.