I Don't Like Me

No one cares.
I'm tired of trying,
I want this to end,
I want to stop crying.

But I can't,
I feel empty,
I don't like who I am,
I don't like me.

I'll feel okay,
Then realise it was a dream,
And I'll cry again,
Trying not to scream.

If I screamed it wouldn't matter,
No one would hear,
No one cares,
They don't know what I fear.

I feel trapped,
There are chains around my wrists,
Hiding me from everyone,
Making me not exist.

This is all too much,
I'm not really sure why,
But I want to give up,
I want to die.

I hate myself,
I cause too much pain,
The sun never shines where I am,
There's always rain.

And everyone's tired of that,
So I leave them alone,
I go away and no one follows,
So I'm always on my own.