The Familiarity of a Well-rehearsed ***

Did you love me..?
No, I think not.
I was just a toy.

And I think I enjoyed it.

Whats worse is that I let you play,
Let you play with me.
Why do I let you come around?

Lets snort those drugs,
We so illegally downloaded.
Lets drink my liver to dust.

I lie in bed,
And I find myself questioning.
Why are you still my best friend?

A pretty verse,
So well rehearsed,
Why don't you just drown?

I didn't want you, in the end,
I wanted what you stole from me,
I wanted what I gained back quickly,

You were just so familiar.