A child

Being around people who love each other i think its gross
being around lovers make me sick
i say yuk when they kiss
i get mad when they hug
i say leave me alone when they talk to me.
I guess im truly a child i guess ill never truly grow up
there is no lover for me
who will love my silly childish self is there?
am i alone?
and why do i invy them so?
I guess i am a child
who will never go and
will never grow old with the one i love.
Please some one out there
will you like me if im childish
will you love me for the way i am
A child inside?
and will you stay by me if i act the way i feel?
who will love me for me?
and if you were to be with me would you change me?
or can i stay me?
can you stand this child?
The Child i am in side?