He Pulled The Trigger

my life is slowly fading away
things are no longer the same
people walk into my life and
walk right back out

my best friend left me
he put the gun to his head
and pulled the trigger

every night when im laying
in my bed
i close my eyes and all i see is him
i see him put the gun to his head
look up to the sky
as he whispers the words
"good-bye"
i hear a gun shot and see blood everywhere
i cry every night and pray to god that it
never happened
that somewhere out there
he is walking the streets alive
and living his normal life

i feel as if it is all my fault
the thoughts linger through my head
all i wanted was for him to be happy
i never ment for anyone to get hurt

i pray to god that he still lives
even if he only lives in my heart
i know ill never forget him

this day will haunt me forever
i still hear gunshots every night
this day will never be forgot
he will forever be in my heart