Pretend
I pretend to be happy,
when i just wanna die.
Pretend to be alright,
when it all falls down.
I pretend,
when I cant take anymore.
Pretend not to feel hurt,
or sad when you are mad.
I pretend to be someone,
so no one will get hurt.
Pretending is me,
it's who I am.
I pretend cause I care,
you're all so important.
So pretending's not an option,
not for me.
when i just wanna die.
Pretend to be alright,
when it all falls down.
I pretend,
when I cant take anymore.
Pretend not to feel hurt,
or sad when you are mad.
I pretend to be someone,
so no one will get hurt.
Pretending is me,
it's who I am.
I pretend cause I care,
you're all so important.
So pretending's not an option,
not for me.
♠ ♠ ♠
I just REALLY needed to vent my pain and sadness. It is really the only time I can write anything sorta worth reading. So thank my sister for being a bitch and making me sad & angry.