My Life Story

Here I am again drowning in my tears.
God tell me why I’ve been singing this for years?
And then someone tells me that the light will come,
But all that changes when the day is done.

My head hurts so much I just want to give in.
Tell me when the brink of happiness will begin.
If everything I do just leads me to cry,
God tell me why I even still try.

And then I try to smile but the effort is worthless.
I get on my feet but something kills my radiance.
No I’m not okay, thank you for not asking.
But I guess it’s hard to tell behind my perfected masking.

Give me a good word that everything will be okay.
Let me believe that there will be a better day.
And my soul and heart will keep marching on.
They won’t stop till the end of this poem…