Put Down My Knife

I have the knife,
I'm holding it in my hand,
You wouldn't know why,
You wouldn't understand.

Then again,
You're always there,
I just never explained it,
You actually care.

Someone cares,
People care about me,
I've been blocking it out,
But now I can see.

I'm not alone,
I just thought I was for so long,
But everything feels amazing now,
Nothing feels wrong.

I can do anything,
Go anywhere I want to,
I want to live again,
I wouldn't without you.

You've been there from the start,
And will be until the end,
I've known you my whole life,
You're such a good friend.

I'm better now,
I wish I never ran,
I should've done this before,
But now I know I can.

I can put the knife down,
Now I can just be me,
People do care,
And now I'm actually happy.