Good Thing I'm Stable.
I different and cold it shrieks inside her,
But caring and trying are in her too.
On the outside she's cracked up, but in she's burned.
No, Inside is something known to few.
All that pain, all that anger, all rib-caged
Once pushed too much she's unstable, you know.
The monster is hurt. The monster is enraged.
Covering with a smile she tries not to show.
Pressed to the point of catching fire,
The hurt little girl grew hardened and withered.
Ex-ana, now drugged over & sold her body, she knows there's nothing to admire.
Godless deadgirl, through the guts and dead birds she slithered.
But now she acts fine, because if her monster gets out,
It burns everyone, like acid, in its path, and she knows it can kill us all with no one lack.
But friends know minimal, family won'tcare and alwaysdoubts,
And if I could I'd slit your throats with the knives that each of you left in my back.
I'll pluck your eyes like flowers and press them to dry,
And if your god exists pray that he gets to you first;
Because when I'm done, they'll have nothing to recognize you by.
If you've seen Hell then let me say I'm far worse.
You wouldn't know me if I fucked you in your ass.
Sweetheart, things are nothing of what they seem to you.
Enjoy your tribulation while it lasts.
After you've been bludgeoned like me I'll tell you, "I love you".
This is what you love, your friendship, and your lies taste like.
I'll make yuo feel exactly what I did and still do.
I hope you all read this and after you do I'll strike.
'Cuz after all that you've put me through, I think I'll fucking piss on all of you.
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So, I thought of this after I imagined these monsters crawling out of my mouth. Some had teeth in the eyelids, and they're arms were twiggy and wood-like. Some had fly wings. Some had tentacles. I can't really give you a good description. You'd have to see it to imagine it.
Well, darlings. They all fucking ate you. They took bites, scratching and then there was fire. Have fun.
But caring and trying are in her too.
On the outside she's cracked up, but in she's burned.
No, Inside is something known to few.
All that pain, all that anger, all rib-caged
Once pushed too much she's unstable, you know.
The monster is hurt. The monster is enraged.
Covering with a smile she tries not to show.
Pressed to the point of catching fire,
The hurt little girl grew hardened and withered.
Ex-ana, now drugged over & sold her body, she knows there's nothing to admire.
Godless deadgirl, through the guts and dead birds she slithered.
But now she acts fine, because if her monster gets out,
It burns everyone, like acid, in its path, and she knows it can kill us all with no one lack.
But friends know minimal, family won'tcare and alwaysdoubts,
And if I could I'd slit your throats with the knives that each of you left in my back.
I'll pluck your eyes like flowers and press them to dry,
And if your god exists pray that he gets to you first;
Because when I'm done, they'll have nothing to recognize you by.
If you've seen Hell then let me say I'm far worse.
You wouldn't know me if I fucked you in your ass.
Sweetheart, things are nothing of what they seem to you.
Enjoy your tribulation while it lasts.
After you've been bludgeoned like me I'll tell you, "I love you".
This is what you love, your friendship, and your lies taste like.
I'll make yuo feel exactly what I did and still do.
I hope you all read this and after you do I'll strike.
'Cuz after all that you've put me through, I think I'll fucking piss on all of you.
________________________________________________________________
So, I thought of this after I imagined these monsters crawling out of my mouth. Some had teeth in the eyelids, and they're arms were twiggy and wood-like. Some had fly wings. Some had tentacles. I can't really give you a good description. You'd have to see it to imagine it.
Well, darlings. They all fucking ate you. They took bites, scratching and then there was fire. Have fun.