The Fall

For people like us, help comes in rented needles.
'Cuz we took what we could & left the rest to the flies & beetles.

But I lost you along the way, come back; don't leave.
I need you to wake up, please, there's still more for you to see.

You lost yourself before I had you, & I'm here to bring you home.
I'm not giving up on you. Don't give up on me, you aren't ::alone::

But this was never honesty, that's not what we are.
We are bludgeoned beyond recognition, so wish upon our scars.

This is something extreme, this was always more.
Your mouth is razorblades, so kiss out my core.

But come back, I can't lose you- not ever.
Chaining thorns to our necks- I really do mean 'forever'.

I need you and you just won't hold on.
Why won't you say it, why won't I? Darling, we've wandered for so long.

I'm losing you with every day.
You just won't admit it. We died along the way.

We tried and lost.
We died and tossed.

I've so much to say but the words are lodged in my throat-
With the blood pouring out, you drowned in the moat.

You just left, she just left.
You lost your soul, there is no theft.

You smile, she just smiled.
My love- ripped out of my heart, dry and defiled.

She just lets go, you fucking let go.
I reaped the blood of the weeds I sewed.

I just let go, why the fuck did I let go of you?
I lost what I never had, you see the webs, too.

I can't do anything about this, here comes the flowers.
We didn't hold on, and you fell from the highest towers=.

I said, "Hold on as tight as you can."
And she said as she feel, "Baby, I am."

</3 rip the love. rip the heart. rip you. <#3
Again, this isn't a love poem. Well, it's talking to gone & leaving.