Leave and let die

I would rather be left to die
then to suffer the pain of losing some one
i would rather die than to see another person hurt on my behalf
i would rather be left alone in the world than loving some one and them get hurt
i wouldn't wan anyone to get hurt.
Why must some one get hurt because of me?
Am a monster?
Am a killer?
why do i have to be the one to hurts others?
i dont wanna hurt them
I would rather die then let any of that happen!
I will never left that happen!