As I lay there

As i lay there
i think and sigh
and i ask myself why.

why is the world so cruel?
why do people jude me ?

As i lay there
i cry and i wonder why
why my own family has hurt me
why they have cut so deep

As i lay there
i try to find a reason
a reason why i shouldn't leave
a reason why i shouldn't depart from this world

As i lay there
i find a reason why.

my uncle
because
as i lay there
i know he was
the only one who understood
the only one who didn't judge
the only one who would listen