Guilt

I close my eyes and scream in frustration
I just done the thing i tried so hard to avoid
I hold back my tears only for them to seep out
I had just helped you out to kick you back into the void

I didn’t mean to hurt you
But that’s just what I did
By keeping to the silence
That’s where I hid

You say something simple but the confusion takes over
I overanalyse everything just to crumble when it gets late
My heart beats fast afraid of the guilt
The truth is i don’t want to face your hate

Hurting you has hurt me too
That’s something you probably won’t see
It’ll well up whenever I see you
The guilt always eat away at me