Ryan, I love you.
So Ryan, I haven't seen you in a month and a half
And I'm listening to Craig Owens
So I'm finally going to write this for you
Because I miss you and I love you so
We haven't been together too many times
Almost 30 in total I think
But every single time, nothing else matters but you and I and our happiness.
Like when I spent the night at your house
And we laid together in the living room and actually watched Harry Potter
Then we fell asleep together even though we weren't supposed to
And you kissed me regardless of my morning mouth
And at the concerts we just make out on the lawn
And at the carnival and you made hearts with your hands that I wasn't able to and then you wore my cardigan and you know what? It looked good.
On our date at Applebee's you got a burger and I felt so far away because I couldn't kiss you from across the table
We got lost with Jess looking for McDonald's in Baltimore and I'm still sorry I didn't hold your hand
I jumped on your back in your closet, I should do that again
I swear we have the same mind
Because of how often you steal my words and you mine and it's creepy and awesome and it never gets old
Kissing on the rocks in Ocean City was a moment of perfection
Just like waking up to your face
And every moment since May 16th, 2010
We had an elevator adventure at Towson Town then got lost in Double Rock Park
That day was busy and tiring but amazing because it was me and you
In the car with my dad we text what we can't say
And when we're together it's like magnetic force draws me to you and I don't let go
Ryan I can't wait to see you and kiss you and hug you and be happy with you again
But I love you and that doesn't have to wait
I can get by on nightly phonecalls, the only happy constant in my life, and
Weekends falling asleep to your voice
It's not ideal but it's all we have for now
Until I'm in your arms again
Remember please my dear,
I love you Ryan.
And I'm listening to Craig Owens
So I'm finally going to write this for you
Because I miss you and I love you so
We haven't been together too many times
Almost 30 in total I think
But every single time, nothing else matters but you and I and our happiness.
Like when I spent the night at your house
And we laid together in the living room and actually watched Harry Potter
Then we fell asleep together even though we weren't supposed to
And you kissed me regardless of my morning mouth
And at the concerts we just make out on the lawn
And at the carnival and you made hearts with your hands that I wasn't able to and then you wore my cardigan and you know what? It looked good.
On our date at Applebee's you got a burger and I felt so far away because I couldn't kiss you from across the table
We got lost with Jess looking for McDonald's in Baltimore and I'm still sorry I didn't hold your hand
I jumped on your back in your closet, I should do that again
I swear we have the same mind
Because of how often you steal my words and you mine and it's creepy and awesome and it never gets old
Kissing on the rocks in Ocean City was a moment of perfection
Just like waking up to your face
And every moment since May 16th, 2010
We had an elevator adventure at Towson Town then got lost in Double Rock Park
That day was busy and tiring but amazing because it was me and you
In the car with my dad we text what we can't say
And when we're together it's like magnetic force draws me to you and I don't let go
Ryan I can't wait to see you and kiss you and hug you and be happy with you again
But I love you and that doesn't have to wait
I can get by on nightly phonecalls, the only happy constant in my life, and
Weekends falling asleep to your voice
It's not ideal but it's all we have for now
Until I'm in your arms again
Remember please my dear,
I love you Ryan.