dosen't really have a title

I don't know what to say
what to think
what to do anymore

I sit here and wait because it is demanded
I think what I am told to thing because it is demanded
I speak only when spoken to because it is demanded

what happened to being able to express yourself??

Now if you are sad and want to be left alone you are considered depressed
If you are alone and never show any emotion you are ((emo))
If you wear long sleevs all year round you must be a cutter

why can't you see that maybe deep down in us we are suffering in silence and can't get the help we need because we are scared and don't know how to trust anyone anymore.

Every time we let someone bairly in they hurt us and we shrivle back into what we know makes us feel better and when we do people assume that we are mentally ill..

Have they ever thought that they are the ones that made us who we are
by saying things that should be left unsaid yet they say it anyways?

Who are they to judge and pick out all of our flaws. But if we do that it is disrespectful and OH NO! God forbid that it is unlady like and you are not supposed to talk to your elders like that.

Well I can't be me because the me that is the real me isn't liked so I put on this mask and fake my way through the day...