Sufficated

Smother me with black smoke,
Light me on fire,

While I sleep,
Just end my suffering.
I am just me,
Not some stupid lable,
I am a person,
Sick of the rumors.
Being sufficated by the stress,
The pain and memories,
Scared of walking the halls,
Screaming in my mind.
It would be easier,
With him here,
Holding me in his arms,
Making me feel safe.
I can't even hide,
In my dreams,
The pain creeping,
Towards me.
Choking and coughing,
Tears are escapeing,
Saying I make up my pain,
My problems.
Telling me I scratch,
Not cut,
When Im addicted to the pain,
The lovely scars.
You say you know me,
My life. when I don't,
Even know myself....
Save Me From Sufficating