Twisted Shadows

I watch the shadows from an old oak sway
And move with the wind in every twist turn way

My heart is heavier than ice cold lead so full of grief
Its a wonder that i can still speak.

i feel the warm sun upon my skin as it whispers its okay
I look to the sky and smile though i don't belive the sun anyway.

In this life you cannot chose who it is you fall for
And those of which you lose.

I hear the wind and listen as it seems to speak your name
Beautiful lovely caring my love though it never is the same.

Oh heavy lead i feel so dead
I remember ever word we said.

My lungs feel like their under attack
Please wind just breathe him back.

Looking to the setting sky i see
Every memory of a lost you and me.

As the night beings to decend i cannot comprehend
Why the world seems to be so full of pain and at an end.

So goodnight goodbye iam sorry love
The sun has set and stars are shining from so called heaven above.

Cold is this freezing air i let go of my fears
No longer will i shed these tears.